EVER WONDER WHY?

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When everything's on a butter slide and all of a sudden rubble starts driving you through the most extreme, absurd phase of life. No bugle alarms. No warring pop-ups.When the centre of your life shifts from the walk on that piece of cake to the bed of coals. "Sugar and spice and everything naaice" statement suddenly turns the table and becomes a bedlam. THAT'SWHEN WE WONDER "WHY?"
Adrenalin rush suddenly takes the front seat. Words ice in your mouth. Nothing to ponder. Nothing to say. Nothing to preach. Just an awkward silence wraps the whole situation and sums up everything. Mirror image of what we have been through appears on that silver skin to show us. Show us how we were being used. Show us the sufferings we have been through all that time. Show us how much we cared and how much they did. How frivolous that person can be. We rebuke. We rebuke every single time we wonder about them. Every single time they put us down to outshine someone else. Yes, we rebuke. We rebuke for paying so much attention to someone, someone who didn't even had us in their contact diaries. Someone who pallor our faces with shame and guilt of making them superior in your life when someone else watched you in silence craving for your attention. Reminiscing them of something which they never wanted to. Placing them in your highest authority and realising what you have done to yourself.
THAT'S WHEN YOU WONDER "WHY?" All this time its your mind that's working, but the heart. Well the heart craves for attention. Attention from that one person. Whose one smile can bloom up your whole world. Enlighten your mood. Can become a tipping point in your life. Strip of that covering of sadness hiding a beautiful garden of contentment . All of a sudden life becomes amazing. No worries. Everything naaice. But when the end is near, you know you will again fall into that deep pit of ignorance, seclusions. Dilapidate you inside out.
THAT'S WHEN YOU WONDER "WHY?"
 GURVEN KAUR, BUDDING BLOGGER

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